Change is coming and I think it is necessary. I’ve been on this treatment for over 2 years and already reduced my dose because the side effects had become toxic. Unfortunately I think the toxicity has built up again.
I’m grateful for treatment and the opportunity to live. Truly, I am. But this is awful. Aliens have taken over my insides, stirred them all up and are spitting me out. I can’t even keep water down. I tell myself that it is only a few days every 3 weeks, but that’s not working anymore. There has to be another option.
I want to eat and have energy. Maybe it is time for a week of vacation just to sleep.
